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CONSERVATISM As time has passed and I've experienced more, I've found myself becoming more conservative. I think it's natural for people to assume that I'm just being controlling, or boring, or a "Bible thumper". I am a flawed human being sincerely trying to find out what is going on and apply that knowledge to help people. What I share on this site, in talks, on cases, in any way, comes from a desire to protect. Since I can't protect the world, or even a single person, I try to educate so people can care for and protect themselves. I wasn't always conservative, or even aware of this spiritual world. I started as many do: interested in the paranormal and whether it was real. I was a brain researcher and therapist, having explored the extremes of mental states, pathology, and human behavior. Once I realized that there really were demons a cascade of understanding started to occur. I sought the counsel of Clergy and people who had dealt with my new reality. I was a sinful and corrupt person, not taking spiritual life seriously yet and careless with my soul. Colliding with evil and then with the angelic and God woke me up and I renounced my past behavior and have sought to be a better person, and most importantly to give my whole life to serving Jesus in the work he seems to have made me for. Most people don't believe that this extreme edge of religious life and human experience is real. Once you experience the war between good and evil you are forever changed and challenged in many ways. I don't want people to have this burden unless God calls them to it, but I find I often can't convince them to leave it alone. My hope is that I can reach many people and not be discounted as a conservative person without wisdom. My hope is that you understand my positions are not arbitrary or baseless.
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